OMG!

So my Princess has a way of making a day that would otherwise have been a downer for me a priceless and precious memory. Tonight, whilst standing and holding onto our lounge my super princess took 3-4 steps away from it all on her own!!! Obviously showing no effects from her bumpy start to life!

1 year ago

our precious baby girl was sick, very sick and right about now i was going through the most painful and scary procedure of my life. I thought today would be easier memory wise than the first one obviously not...it is so clear in my memory watching that CTG machine and being scared out of my mind. I have since learnt that the waves i was so fixated on watching and that were causing such a stir were considered sinusoidal - not a good sign at all. Thankfully they believed it was jstu a side effect of her drugs. Even though all worked out ok, i still get a tear when i think about it all. It was such a long night, each and everytime the midwife came in i was wondering if this would be the moment they would call for an emergency C/S? Would Allan get there in time? Would he find someone to baby sit? Would our teeny Princess be ok? Thankfully it is nothing ore than a memory but these memories take time to process and to move on from. I dont dare say anything about it on to some friends because you know...i should build a bridge

But my Princess is always up for cuddles and snuggles and today i am making the most of it.